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Nobody believed in me
“Come back to Earth, that is impossible, why don’t you live a normal life like everybody else? Stop dreaming, live in reality!”- that what I was told growing up in Belarus.
I wanted to travel the world, learn languages and cultures and look into the eyes of people of different backgrounds and religions. I wanted to become an actress and perform on stages.
My dream could not be taken away that easily...
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No example/no support/no money
I had no idea how I could do that. I neither had an example in my surrounding who traveled the world living in different countries, nor financial freedom to do so. I just had my big dream and my heart which was saying “you can do it, if you feel that you can do it, it means you can”.
I trusted in myself, in my dream and in the Universe.
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System wanted to put me in the box
Since childhood I was taught to follow the trodden path. But I felt that I could create my own path using inner POWER and potential not following others.
I started to do "Impossible" things: the only one graduate who got a "free" diploma meaning no mandatory work for 2 years for government without an official reason (my reason was creative), famous song in Belarus, got a prestigious job as a producer-reporter for federal TV channel in Moscow and a lot more.
I chose a creative approach to the everyday life situations.
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Life challenged me testing my trust
New countries - new challenges: visa, making living, following my dreams. Sometimes I had no place to stay the same night.
But always positive approach, inner peace and unbreakable TRUST plus
Courage. Risk. Confidence
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Being young single woman traveling the word I was challenged to set up my boundaries
I could have taken a shortcut, I could have given up my dreams to follow others, I could have believed in the idea that a woman has to sit home and make soups.
Instead,
I have embraced my FREEDOM, LOVE and POWER to become who I am.
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My spiritual beliefs were crushed
Having desire to learn more about spirituality twice I was trapped into religious dominance.
I lost my identity and freedom of choice to regained more power and endless trust in myself and my choices.
I am my own GURU and the answers are within me.
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My talents were not noticed
One famous producer in Belarus said to me that my songs were not hit songs, and I stopped writing for years until one day I decided to give it a chance and my song became a hit song in Belarus as well as outside of a country.
I stopped waiting for approval. I acknowledged my talents and started to share them with the world.
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The old professor said that my appearance was not suitable for being an actress
That stopped me from entering the Academy of art. I got a Bachelor's degree in education as a teacher of Russian language and literature. For some time I left the dream of becoming an actress, but one way or another in every country I either acted in films, or performed on stage, and took part in TV programs. It was more like a hobby, because as a child I was told that creativity does not make a living, I believed it.
It took me a long time to dare and return to my dream, believe and feel that only what really inspires me, where my passion is, brings not only pleasure, but also material wealth and a sense of satisfaction. Because the Universe wants to see us happy and doing what the soul lies in, and nothing else.
I staged my musical play on the stage of Miami Beach, in which I was a screenwriter, director, actor and songwriter.
I created myself the way I am now, bit by bit all over the world
- Studied yoga, meditation, breathwork in India from an Indian Swami ji, had my first vipassana course in the mountains of Dharamshala (10 days of 10 hours of meditation a day with no internet, eye contact, communication and two light meals a day).
- Lived in a Buddhist monastery of Thailand learning about mindfulness and practicing meditation. There I wrote a book about my experience. In Thailand I became a Thai massage therapist studying at the oldest school in Chiang Mai.
- Learnt about traditional Chinese medicine and acupuncture in China.
- In Bali I was introduced to different secret techniques and knowledge, tantra.
- Traveled the world sharing the knowledge and giving seminars in Asia and Europe.